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Thursday, September 18, 2008
Be it work or study, the feeling of being exhausted and lost is always there. Many of us seek different forms of encouragement, some choose to get themselves “Drunk” with entertainment such as playing video games, some others choose to crap it out with friends. Others like myself resort to getting motivation from admiring people who keep going at it even if it means breaking a leg.
Recently, I have been working hard ensuring that I pay adequate amount of attention in class and set aside the workout regime I had to ensure that I score 200 hoops a day. All for the sake of getting stronger and to change to become the better person. However my friend asked me something that made my resolve waver, “Perry, if you keep doing it isn’t it becoming a routine and won’t you find it bothersome in time to come?” Well putting that aside, many other factors has caused me to stumble as well. I am very disappointed with myself in class today, I wasn’t paying attention but playing with my friend checkers. Where in the seven seas did the responsible me go to? (If anyone sees me not paying attention, nudge me and remind me thx. All you got to say is “The pain of discipline is much less than the pain of regret.”)
Also, I always wonder sometimes sermons by pastors get rather boring and it just doesn’t seem to get into my head. Could it be that I have not yet encounter a relatively similar experience to relate to? Sometimes I was just wondering, a pastor having to get ready a speech each weekend is it by his strength? Or is it buy the strength of god? (Well, the picture I’m trying to paint is that does god speak to the pastor before every Sunday? I don’t think so ...)
Apparently, anime isn’t airing lately meaning emotions aren’t being heightened at the moment (No Fire, where is the spark that should be there be it rain or shine?). What’s going to happen when all the anime that I am watching ends? (OMG! I don’t even want to think about it). Maybe the day will come, and when it comes I will be a seasoned veteran who does not need to rely on others anymore.
Lost? Exhausted? Fret not, I am feeling the same way. Here is something to ignite you.
“The best way out is always through.” – Robert Frost
the origin.11:04 PM
Name: Perry Tan Z.Y
Birthday: 22nd December 1988
Religion: Christian
Personality: INFJ
Loves: Basketball, Anime, HK, Korean and Chinese Dramas, Hanging out with friends, Watching Movies, "You Know ...", Gaming and Chinese Music
Hates these Traits ... Arrogance, Injustice, Insensitivity and Running Away (Even though I tend to run away a lot)
Wishlists: Enlightenment, Thought-Antagonist, Time Travel Machine, The other Puzzle Piece and A book called "How to become a Better Man"
my voice
taggie
preferably cbox
entries;
myself;
shouts;
links;
my past;
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