Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Have your thoughts ever looked something like this ?
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During genomics lesson a few days back, my mind was something like above. I just couldn’t concentrate studying after a couple of hours. Despite staring at the same website for the past 1 hour, I really couldn’t input this knowledge into my Powerpoint slide. Yesterday, like always I was watching “Heart of Greed” at 9 o’clock, however the episode was about Alfred’s death. Chang Zai Xing too mentioned that during such situations, her mind went blank and she couldn’t concentrate working. Well, certain events in our lives can lead to such “mind blocks” and it is inevitable at times. Consider it an “Off day” for me.
Today, there was a talk about transition from the IPBMS course to university. Everyone seemed pretty engrossed and happy about it. However, I wasn’t. For the girls their pretty lucky to be able to enter university straight away with some of their friends. However for the guys, we have NS. That’s not the worst part, what sets me aside from the other guys is that I am not even sure I am going to Monash. Once again things fall back into place of “The feeling of being alone”
This reminds me of a quote: “Go - not knowing where. Bring - not knowing what. The path is long, the way unknown”. How will my future be like?
Ok as the saying goes ... “Every cloud has a silver lining”. Looking at the bright side of life, perhaps life would be interesting for me because of starting things afresh, and I can finally become a more matured adult.
“When one door closes, another opens, but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”
Looking back at the past, there was always a driving factor that leads me to tomorrow. In the past it was because of RPG games, I would set small goals for myself. Ok, I know I called for discipline, however life is really getting boring. Is being an adult all about taking things serious and having a better attitude? The sparkles of fun within me seems to have burnt out, I wish I could turn back time. Back to the time when we were all kids.
the origin.6:20 PM
Name: Perry Tan Z.Y
Birthday: 22nd December 1988
Religion: Christian
Personality: INFJ
Loves: Basketball, Anime, HK, Korean and Chinese Dramas, Hanging out with friends, Watching Movies, "You Know ...", Gaming and Chinese Music
Hates these Traits ... Arrogance, Injustice, Insensitivity and Running Away (Even though I tend to run away a lot)
Wishlists: Enlightenment, Thought-Antagonist, Time Travel Machine, The other Puzzle Piece and A book called "How to become a Better Man"
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