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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Sad irony, people used to believe that language helps to unite and help people understand one another, however I believe not. Today was a "Normal" hectic day of immunology class in which I was once again led into a trance with many other. However each time I really try my best to break out of this trance.
I believe many people thinks I am some dumb cow. However let me tell you this i ain't some dumb animal and I know what the hell i am talking about. 2 years of experience as a third speaker in debate didn't go to waste. In my opinion what gives us debaters the X-Factor is our ability to dissect a case regardless of how hectic it is which also means we can channel our focus pretty well. No matter how tough the going gets, we will put our listening skills to good use and analyze the problem. At times analyzing a problem is quite complicated and you require yourself to lead the audience to think the same way as you do, however I tried leading my audience to think the same way as I did, however instead of succeeding into clarifying problems, it seems that people don't understand me and in fact I believe some of them thinks I am a dumb animal trying to us a question in which I answer it myself.
In my opinion one of the greatest tools god gave us is the ability to reflect on certain things. Talking to yourself helps one to reflect, or at least it helps me to reflect and through asking questions to yourself will you be able to learn new things.
Anyway putting aside the bad things, it's like 2 more weeks to the holidays. I am looking forward to this holiday and perhaps going overseas would do some good for me. I want to be a different man in time to come. In the past, I used to take up lots of courses. Some of these includes Japanese, French, Taekwando, Karate, Drawing, Violin and even learning music from my own parents.
I believe that many of us heard of this saying "For all the saddest words by mouth and pen, if only ...."
Recently a music examiner came to our home and she actually asked me what instrument was I actually good at taking into account that both my parents are musicians. Sadly I feel very awkward during such situations due to the fact that I never continued learning any of the things I mentioned above for more than 3 years. I want to be a different person soon. It's like a month more to my birthday and I would be 19 years old. Imagining my friends asking me hey Perry what are you talented at? I would be going like .... errr .... DotA?
I believe that after my National Service, going abroad to study and migrate also would do good for me. At least I know that the environment would change me to be no longer lazy and being only good at DotA. I am still like forever away from my dream life, however fret not it's just far but it's not impossible.
Into each life some rain must fall. Some days must be dark and dreary. I have experienced enough of these dark and gloomy days, it's time the tide turns and if it doesn't naturally I'll make the tide turn for my sake.
the origin.8:46 PM
Name: Perry Tan Z.Y
Birthday: 22nd December 1988
Religion: Christian
Personality: INFJ
Loves: Basketball, Anime, HK, Korean and Chinese Dramas, Hanging out with friends, Watching Movies, "You Know ...", Gaming and Chinese Music
Hates these Traits ... Arrogance, Injustice, Insensitivity and Running Away (Even though I tend to run away a lot)
Wishlists: Enlightenment, Thought-Antagonist, Time Travel Machine, The other Puzzle Piece and A book called "How to become a Better Man"
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