My Confession Box

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Love is like playing with fire isn’t it? Many at times, we often hear people using this phrase “time heals all wounds”. However I beg to differ, I believe that time doesn’t heal all wounds, rather it seals them. In other words the wounds are healed but a scar will always be present. Sometimes “looking” at this “scars” tend to bring back a lot of vivid memories which could really hurt.
Alright, enough with my sentimental old fool talk. I have been pretty caught up with a drama called “Chinese Paladin”. Well the story should be well liked by most teenagers who like playing RPG games. Well the show itself originated from a RPG show. The story revolves around Li Xiao Yao, who was abandoned by his parents. His aunt was then taken in charge of him however, she got ill and required a special type of medication found in an island. Xiao Yao then travels there and meet’s Ling Er the love of his life. Well I won’t elaborate much but it is quite an interesting RPG show. With regards to this show, I am really moved by the emotions that portray and also a line in the drama. “Rather than love we should understand.”
I enjoy thinking about things before I go to bed each day. I am always quite curious about what love in the romance sense actually meant. Well, I have not gotten into a relationship so far, I always wonder what do couples do, is there a fixed activity, or something that all couples do in common. Well I don’t think I would ever understand.
I sometimes view myself as an overgrown child. Everyday just rush home to watch dramas and play dota. Which reminds me of myself like 10 years ago rushing home to play computer games as well. The only difference is that my character has developed further and I am larger in size.
Recently I played basketball with a few of my classmates on the way home, we talked about relationships. Well I felt that I was rather lucky that I haven’t been in any sticky situations like some of them have. I am not gay that’s for sure. I used to like this girl a lot but I just didn’t know how to express myself. Well secondary school life just brings back a lot of memories that I feel like crying each time I look back. Life in Poly has been rather sad, I find myself like a rock left alone. I don’t think I have any friends who are extremely close. I feel lonely in fact, perhaps it’s my character. So far all my close friends usually have some connection to me take for instance similarity in character or hobbies. However none of them were actually near the mark. Maybe Wei Liang and James were near, however everyone has his or her own life and they have to lead it and we got to say good bye to one another one day. I wish I had a band of brothers who would do a lot of things together. I believe that would be really fun.
This song is from Chinese Paladin OST I really love it.

the origin.7:13 PM