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Monday, September 10, 2007
It's like 11.20pm now, just came home from helicon leadership training camp today, it's suppose to be a 2 day thing but I won't be attending because I am really not feeling well and am very tired.
Well I believe the camp did meet certain objectives such as bonding us better at least I made some new friends and we working on specific target goals with other IG's under helicon. Well I always thought that perhaps debate was the oddball within helicon, perhaps the only one that have been giving problems coming up joint venture projects. But apparently I was wrong, it seems that the other Ig's are also facing such an ordeal. Well we brain stormed on the management committee earlier on during the day. I am glad to see that the committee members realize that they have been putting too heavy of a workload on me, I am like making decisions, working on logistics, corresponding with advisers, furthermore I have no prior leadership experience.
Well I will be stepping down soon and I am really relieved, finally I can spend some "Quality" time. Hmm... just had some insights today, helicon is a new club, getting 5 different ig's working together is even a harder thing, but I believe that everyone has his or her onside of the story. Well students felt that it was too heavy of a burden whereas advisor's see the need to do so or else funding will get cut. Well, who's wrong no one knows. Today, someone joked about a motion what comes first is it the chicken or the egg? Same concept applies, in our daily lives the edge of chaos is very thin and it is very difficult to tell what is right and what is wrong.
While on my way home, I tried to debate on such a perspective with a third speaker's style and my answer was still the same, sure it was good and beneficial but it was all building sand castles in the air, things need to be taken a step at a time, if we're going to leap or fly we're bound to fall and it might be very difficult to pick myself up from the floor.
Well classes are released, well some classmates are the same and some facilitators too. My GPA dropped and I am very disappointed. Was it my attitude that had such a lash back? Too much inspirational stuff? Perhaps my year 1 style was better, just charge like a bull? Hmmm... got no idea to this perhaps things are getting tougher. Well as the saying goes when the going gets tough the tough gets going.
I believe that i will work even harder during second semester and I will pick myself up from this fall and work twice as hard. But again plain talk is not enough I promised to study and exercise more often during the holidays but I have failed to do so, seems like I am too caught up with dramas and DOTA. Up till now I haven't even continued doing my pp which I worked on ages ago. All good things must come to an end and it's time to get serious. Semester 2 here I come!
" Commitment is a line you must cross....it is the difference between dreaming and doing." -Bernie Fuchs
the origin.11:15 PM
Name: Perry Tan Z.Y
Birthday: 22nd December 1988
Religion: Christian
Personality: INFJ
Loves: Basketball, Anime, HK, Korean and Chinese Dramas, Hanging out with friends, Watching Movies, "You Know ...", Gaming and Chinese Music
Hates these Traits ... Arrogance, Injustice, Insensitivity and Running Away (Even though I tend to run away a lot)
Wishlists: Enlightenment, Thought-Antagonist, Time Travel Machine, The other Puzzle Piece and A book called "How to become a Better Man"
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myself;
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