Friday, August 31, 2007
Today's the 31st of August which is Teachers day. I went back to TWSS, met up with some of my friends, Big Lorry, TBH, Pang, Siow etc... Almost 60% of the teachers were new and i didn' really know them. Well I didn't really sat and watch the entire concert, rather me and Siow walked around the school. Walking around the school brought back many vivid memories. Each place meant something to me, take for instance near the basketball court and DNT room, lies this open area where I practiced Archery.
Although most parts of the school were rather same, however something was different, that was the people who are in the school. I no longer knew most of the teachers, neither was i particularly close to any of my good friends. I really miss Secondary school life a lot. Sure my computer really sucked then and I wasn't given much freedom but I really enjoyed it. Siow left early because he had to meet up with his JC friends, the others went to eat. However they split into two groups perhaps they had different likings of food. I however did not really join them, I was low on cash and I went home.
In the bus, there was this feeling within me, I wasn't very sure what it was but after awhile I concluded it was sadness and loneliness. As I walked home from the bus stop, I stopped and looked at the bus stop I had stop using since entering poly. It brought back many vivid memories as well. Well anonymous, I and a group of friends once played badminton there. All the dumb things I did sure made me feel awkward at times.
After going to poly I didn't had any friends who was exceptionally close to, perhaps because all of us had different likings, hobbies and personalities. Holidays have been on for a week and every night I tossed and turned hoping how time could be reversed. Did the problem lie with me because my personality was very weird. Well for one, some might say I am a very boring person. My life is pretty Simple, School, studies, playing games, TV and sports. It pretty much revolves around this. I don't have a habit of going out and talking crap very often like some people do. Not very sure either, I feel that every single minute of time is worth something and it should be put to good use for instance investing it in games. No idea why either that's perhaps my personality. I really hope I can find a group of friends of thinks like me soon.
"If man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer" -Henry David Thoreau
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Name: Perry Tan Z.Y
Birthday: 22nd December 1988
Religion: Christian
Personality: INFJ
Loves: Basketball, Anime, HK, Korean and Chinese Dramas, Hanging out with friends, Watching Movies, "You Know ...", Gaming and Chinese Music
Hates these Traits ... Arrogance, Injustice, Insensitivity and Running Away (Even though I tend to run away a lot)
Wishlists: Enlightenment, Thought-Antagonist, Time Travel Machine, The other Puzzle Piece and A book called "How to become a Better Man"
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