My Confession Box

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Did You Know?
If I were to be described as an electronic appliance, you (“You Know Who”) would definitely be an Electromagnetic Pulse. Did you know that whenever my heart draws closer to yours, I get thrown into a state of confusion? Just like how electronic appliances get fried by EMP?

Did you know that ...
… on Friday August 01, 2008 you were nicknamed earth and I was nick named Amazo? Did you know how much Amazo struggled to get close to earth in fear of hurting earth?

… the 20th August 2008 was the first time we went out together? Did you know we went out for 8 hours?

… on the 23rd of August 2008, I wrote my first letter to you? Did you read it?

… on the 20th of September 2008 I was very upset because of the circumstances I was in? Did you know that I was sad because I couldn’t get close to you?

… on the 28th of September 2008 I read a book just because of your personal message?

… on the 3rd of October 2008 caring for you became a reflex action for me? Did you know that thinking about you floods me with happiness and torments me with immense sadness right after?

… on the 15th of October 2008 I wrote my first poem about how circumstances made a fool out of me?

… on the 21st of October 2008 I really wanted to give up because I thought we weren’t destined?

… on the 26th of October 2008I cleared my thoughts and decided to love you following the principle of “If I could, I would”

… on the 31st of October I was very happy that I confessed to you?

… on 5th of November 2008, I had a feeling that whatever you wrote was meant for someone else?

… on the 18th of November 2008, I knew I was not the knight that you wished for to rescue your from your castle?

… on the 19th of November 2008, I figured everything that I have done for you was from the bottom of my heart?

… on the 25th of November 2008, I was very fearful of the near future ahead in which we would be separated? Did you know that I dedicated the song to you to tell you despite how uncertain our future is, I would still be the hands that warms you in the coldest winter?

… on the 29th of November 2008, I totally did not know where we were heading?

… on the 2nd of December 2008, I wondered why earth didn’t respond to any of the cries of Amazo?

… on the 4th of December 2008, I decided that your very existence is the reason why I hang on each day hoping to see the next. Getting excited by what goes on around you and longing to see that beautiful smile of yours.

… on the 9th January 2009, I wrote a poem about loving you?

… on the 12th of January 2009, I was heartbroken because I realized that all these while all the messages weren’t meant for me? Did you know I felt like I fell in love with an illusion?

… on the 14th of January 2009, I decided to withdraw from society because I felt really stupid?

… on the 15th of January 2009, I decided to continue loving you in the shadows?

… on the 16th of January 2009, even though hurt I reflected and never regretted loving you?

… on the 18th of January 2009, I dreamt about you a few times? Did you know how happy I was to see you, and how sad I was to realize that it was just a dream?

… on the 30th of January 2009, the thought of you leaving soon made me sad?

… on the 11th of February 2009, I decided to leave our fate to destiny?

… on the 25th of January 2010, I felt stupid for all the things I have done for you?

… on the 7th of February 2010 you were mentioned in “Ever wondered why the world was so paradoxical”?

… on the 14th of February 2010, I was highly confused about how I felt about you? Did you know I really wanted to give up loving you?

Did you know that I've never wrote poems for anyone before?

Did you know that I was never so flustered because of someone?

Did you know that I’m very confused by what’s our relationship? Are we more than friends but less than lovers?

Did you know that after 1 year and 6 months since the day I had feelings for you, I still love you?

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