I have a friend who is always teased by others as fat frog, they even made a joke about him being a frog in a well. However, I find this idiom quite meaningful and it does not necessarily have to be thought of negatively. Take for instance Xiao Long Nu and Yang Guo, they lived in the ancient tomb for like 9 years or so? (If you don't know who these 2 characters are, check out Return of the condor heroes) What has it shaped them to be? Xiao Long Nu is the most innocent girl and Yang Guo is the nicest guy I have seen be it reality or TV.
What has over exposure brought to the world? Some might say bad influences, being too open minded and all the hocus pocus about old fashioned minded blah blah. However, mock me if you want, I find that the way people think in the past was pretty cool. In fact I feel that living in you own world could be quite an interesting thing as well.
Perhaps I might be not in the right state of mind at the moment, however take the word love for an example, how simple and yet drastically complexed. How would you define it? I have no idea. All sorts of definition but what does it mean to love someone? This I have no idea too, I often believe sometimes certain people don't fall in love with someone, however they fall in love with the feeling love. Sounds like some pseudo paradox aye?
Anyway let me continue, my mom has always asked me what would my ideal job be in the future, I always responded saying something that gives me big bucks. I realized one thing recently, perhaps my ideal job would be living in my own world. Seems like I am talking crap however, don't think that way. I finally thought of a vector for me to live in my own world. I finally thought of a way for me to do so, I aspire to be a writer in the future or perhaps a person who writes story line for games like final fantasy. How fun would it be to live in my own world and write an imaginary story of 2 lovers like Yang Guo and Xiao Long Nu.
People even had votes to talk about the most beautiful character in all of Jing Yong's Novels. Guess who's named turned out most often? Xiao Long Nu ! Yay. However have people ever wondered why this is so? This is not because Crystal Liu Yi Fei is the actress of the show return of the condor heroes. Take for instance reading a book, the way she is described is like a fairy or perhaps even an angel. Despite her beauty, I believe that what makes Xiao Long Nu the most beautiful character is her innocence. How nice would it be to write stories.
I will be reading all of Jin Yong's novels to perhaps gain a better idea. In my opinion Jin Yong rocks. Hands down! Currently, I am so addicted to watching Chinese dramas that I feel that I don't even feel like going to school. I am currently watching return of the condor heroes and Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Ying Tai. If you have any nice dramas to recommend me let me know. I'd die to watch them ^__^
the origin.6:54 PM
I finally thought of how to kill time. To watch Chinese dramas mostly those associated with Jing Yong. I love watching dramas which are written by Jing Yong. It rocks big time. Very interesting and very addictive. I have started to watch it once again.
It is way awesome, nothing can compare to watching it, not computer games not sports nothing. I am currently watching return of the condor heroes. I love it! 2 thumbs up. Xiao long nu I can't take my mind of you! lol ...
Alright enough with the drama papa. Has anyone wondered why final fantasy series have always been so well established or so successful. Putting game play aside, it is actually the part about the story. People would die to listen to such stories. Why is that so?
Relating this to myself, perhaps I find the world around never the same as those in those shows or perhaps those "Stories". How wonderful if life was ever like one of those stories so adventurous and awesome. Life in this era is so boring. All we do is sleep, eat, study, play, watch tv and sleep once again well this cycle applies to me that is. Perhaps this has caused people to feel tired and stressed up. How much those gamers who play final fantasy dream of being those characters in the game or perhaps in various shows like return of the condor heroes. I remembered during secondary one or so, I was listening to a very boring lesson and I was staring outside the window. How I wish it rained fire or perhaps something exciting would happen. Ok childish talk some might say. But don't you people find life has sort of been to tiring? Where was the part about waking up in the morning and sitting at the balcony staring at the dark clouds and thinking about what to do next?
I remember this phrase used in a show, blessed is the man who idles. No don't get the wrong idea, I am not trying to be lazy but it would be good not to be caught up into too many things that tire you out. Everyone should take a break more often and gasp for air. Huff puff wheeze
the origin.6:22 PM
Today, I went to play basketball, I got finally got a little of my center skills back. My name is Perry, my father named me after Peter, which means I am a small rock. Many at times, I feel inferior to others it's the feeling which hurts. However, I felt quite happy and embarrassed today.
Today, I sort of thrashed this player who thought he was good and my friends found him cocky. But in the end we still lost. But I was still glad.
Perry a small rock aye? Don't belittle me, if you have watched an anime called Naruto, I would say I am like Rock Lee, I am not talented, but I have these mind set of never giving up. There is this saying,"Think you can, think you can't; either way you'll be right. Only those who dare to fail miserably can achieve greatly."
These is a phrase that I hope will inspire many others. Just do it ^__^ do not belittle yourself, inside each one of us there is this seed give a chance for the seed to germinate don't hide it inside yourself.
Since secondary school, people have found me rather weird I mixed around with "Guai Kias" and I also mixed around with people whom some might term "Pai Kias" anyway some found me a cross breed or something. I always felt that it was difficult to communicate to both groups sometimes, they spoke stuff that made me feel left out. Some people find me weird, because I don't really "Go out" often or do things like hanging around the opposite gender that often. In my life there are a few things that are important. 1st: Studies 2nd: Games 3rd: Anime
I might be deemed as weird but my good friend Zubin says that I am not weird. Everyone has a personality and no one is deemed weird. Perhaps there are just less people who are like me.
In the past I really really like this girl. I did all I could for her, when she forgot her tie I would lend her mine and bear any punishments. However I was too shy, I felt that somethings don't have to be said because she knows and i knows. However she showed my signs that she liked me, however things were not the way it seems. I made a terrible mistake. She didn't liked me at all. I embarrassed myself totally and from then on, I have never read much into what people said. So politics don't really apply to me. So to all my friends. I AM WHO I AM. I don't make small movements and let you guess what I do, neither will I read all your small movements. I am a frank person if I dislike you I'll let you know and I won't beat around the bush.
I am a Christian. We forgive those who have sin against us and God will also forgive me for my sins. I don't hate anyone. At most I would dislike.
I shall end with the Lord's Prayer:
Our Father in Heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as in Heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our sins
as we forgive those who sin against us.
Save us from the time of trial
and deliver us from evil.
[For the kingdom, the power, and the glory are yours
now and for ever.] Amen.
the origin.7:56 PM